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Thanks for the reply. She's amazing, and I would kiss her if she were here. She now lives with her mother and I only see her every other weekend, because she lives so far away. After the accident, her mother and I both suffer(ed) from PTSD. "Post Traumatic Stress Disorder", which affected our abilities to communicate as couples in a successful relationship would. A year or so after that event, we seperated.

She says that she doesn't blame me for the accident. However, I feel that her not being present when it took place has left her subconsciously asking herself numerous what if's... It's very unfortunate. I loved her very much and still do to some neverending degree. We just can't live together. We considered counselling(did I spell that right???), and other ways of coping, but I believe that our marriage is doomed as a result of all of this.

Thanks for the Happy B-Day, I got about 300 Happy Birthday E-mails today!!!