I learned the lesson that "I should try first". Problem is I am not allowing myself to fail because I am looking for COMPLETE KNOWLEDGE in guru's language A Complete Guide which is not available on this earth.
Reason might be everybody on this earth have his/her own mind and have own problems. How somebody else in this world can solve those problems until you identify them?
As mentioned in this thread key is trying, failing is later part n am feeling very jealous about those people who are failing (n reason is am not trying).
