Hi Genny and welcome

Very sorry about all the troubles you've had.

Am a bit younger but started cos of some not very happy times in life, too....so it's never too late and I had never even seen a computer til about 7 years ago either. So, if as much of a computer dummy as I am.....definitely hope for you

Best wishes to you and there's lots and lots of help from those more computer smarty people that are willing to help us learn.